BROKEN HEART(Bleeding through)

Holding a piece of broken heart
I'm walking down the street.
Searching for a way
and a better place to keep.

Bleeding to death,
and fighting to breathe
Stopping for a reason
and crying in grief.

holding to the memories
and sharing it with the pain
screaming against the thin air
and pleading for the past again.

squeezing the heart into peers
The soul shrink in tears,
letting the strain getting sheer
soul left the heart in fear.

Above the sky

The ocean it reflects,

Everything on its way

Like words can’t describe,

The feelings I want to say.

The things I endure,

In absence of yours,

Palpated everything,

I wondered over the years.

The clouds they fly,

Away from the blue sky,

Like you behold My hand ,

In front of the world without shy.

possessing your love for me ,

“high above the sky ”.

You meant the world,

As you did always,

There is no stopping ,

And no moving sideways.

If the fall comes ,

and can’t reach the bay,

I’ll carry you above the pitch,

 Before you say.

The story has written,

For us to fly ,

Without knowing ,

The distance up “above the sky”.

Rehabilitation

A thunder storm is on the run,

With a glooming sun, clouds are on.

Staring to earth with eyes wide open

Basking the paradise of earth’s destruction.

 Soon a naïve pulled sophistication,

Asking the world for its rehabilitation

Fighting against the supernatural conspiration

Rehabilitated the world its aspiration.

As the world starts its spick & span generation

With active view & passive motivation

Forgetting the gained aspiration

The Naive was lost and forgotten.

Years slip by & enter the redbrick generation,

With new ideas & amazing innovations

Overleaping hoary culture & civilization

People started owing life to evil orison.

Girls were raped & brooked molestation

With law & justice’s eyes masked on

Encouraging monsters to rise on & on

Taking the World towards evil civilization

Before world sees its worst portion

World again seeks a Naïve to put weight on

And make the world follow its recommendation

To pull earth from the surface of destruction.

Big enough to cry

I never stopped to realize
How lonely I would be
I never thought the day would come
When you'd grow tired of me

Your voice was never sweeter
Than the day you said goodbye
You'll never know how much it hurt
Because I'm too big to cry

If I knew then what I know now
You'd still be kissing me
Instead there's someone else's lips
Where mine used to be

I say hello and wish you well
Each time I pass you by
But you'll never know how much it hurt
Because I'm too big to cry

You never looked so wonderful
As the day you walked away
I used to say, "I love you"
But that I could not say

I can't forget you darlin'
No matter how much I try
You'll never know how much it hurt
Because I'm too big to cry

In Stars

As I am saying good night at the end of the day,
And you are not here, but many miles away,
My heart is so empty and so lonely inside,
As I wipe away a tear I am trying to hide.

I close my eyes and try to go to sleep,
But with the sadness inside I begin to weep.
Suddenly I remember what you once said to me,
Just meet me in the stars, waiting for you I will be.

When distance tends to keep us apart,
Remember I still hold you near in my heart.
When the night together, can't be ours,
Just close your eyes and meet me in the stars.

Meet me in the stars, I'll be waiting there for you.
With a bottle of wine and glasses for two.
Just close your eyes and there you will see,
Waiting in the stars, just for you I will be.

Remembering those words, I begin to smile,
And gently close my eyes, lessening the miles.
I can see the stars, oh how beautifully arranged,
But you are not there, no hug to exchange.

I sit alone waiting, with hope in my heart,
No longer wanting to be kept apart.
Suddenly in the distance, a shadow appears,
A tear rolls down my face and the image is clear.

There is no question it is you that I see,
Waiting in the stars, just like you promised to me.
You hold out your hand as you become near,
And put it in mine saying, "I miss you, my dear. "

Suddenly there's gentle music, filled with romance,
You gently pull me close, we begin to dance.
Just meet me in the stars, that is where I will be.
A special place in the stars just for you and for me.

BABA(Grandpa)

Growing up you were always there
Each and every day showing me that you cared.

Spoiling me every chance that you had.
Letting me know that is okay to be sad.

After clinic, you checked on us day after day,
Listening to every word we had to say.

Each moment we spent together
Will be special to me forever.

Days spent playing or mowing
Were as precious as when it was snowing.

My best memories are those at the time of year
When we decorated for Dussehra and Diwali with care.

The family would gather to feast
Which now happens the least.

Celebration magic soared through the air
While you taught me how to share.

Fifteen years I kept you in my sight.
Now all I can do is hold the memories tight.

The day your soul drifted high
My heart knew, and all I could do was cry.

A half hour later, I was pulled out of class
To find my mom in a state of distress.

When my eyes met hers.
We both broke down into tears.

I have spent five years trying to put it in my past
And now in college I have come to peace with it at last.

A part of my heart left with you.
The part that told me what to do.

Once at college, I became confused and lost.
I went to the temple where God I sought.

God told me something I did not know.
I have your hand on my shoulder telling me where to go.

I once thought the part of me that went with you
Was lost forever and would not be put to good use.

I now realize that I never lost part of my soul.
I simply shared it with you to keep us whole.

You watched over me while you were here
And I know that you will watch over me from up there.

Grandpa(Baba), to me you meant the world.
Now with you I can live in the world.

A sign of Celebrations and peace is the dove.
You taught me that to have peace one must have love.

Therefore with love one can have peace.
Together, we will indulge in life - God's feast.

My love for you, Grandpa(Baba), will soon project
Into the love you will help me use to protect.

7TH GRADE TEACHER

I had no where to turn, had no where to go.
this is just something I think you need to know
I don't know what made me trust you
I still remember the day when I told you what I've been through
I thought I should run away, go hide in a hole
but then you really brought out my true soul

As each day grew longer
our trust became stronger
each time I wanted to cry
you stayed there right by my side

then I moved to the next grade
Boy was I afraid
that our trust would slowly fade
but I was wrong
we are still strong

even though sometimes you don't have time
you at least ask me if I am fine
even though sometimes I am not
I feel like I have just been shot
I smile and say yes I'm alright
then I walk away and your out of sight
I'll just have to wait
I still have my fate